Off on Journey to the past..
Mamlaktii ..
Been a while now since I last laughed from the heart .. I’ve acquired this fake yellowish smile from a lot of people around me.. the smile that you draw upon your face when you say “ Good morning ” to your boss and you’re thinking ..bloodsucking bastard !! , the smile you give to people you don’t even like and say have a nice day when you’re not really wishing them a nice day .. and the same smile you give to everyone asking how are you doing ..and you say I’m FINE , when fine really means : Freaked out , Insecure, Neurotic and emotional .. knowing that they won’t stick around to hear the answer .. so you spare yourself the explanation .. and spare them the extra time they have to spend showing empathy..
Been a while now since I last laughed from the heart .. I’ve acquired this fake yellowish smile from a lot of people around me.. the smile that you draw upon your face when you say “ Good morning ” to your boss and you’re thinking ..bloodsucking bastard !! , the smile you give to people you don’t even like and say have a nice day when you’re not really wishing them a nice day .. and the same smile you give to everyone asking how are you doing ..and you say I’m FINE , when fine really means : Freaked out , Insecure, Neurotic and emotional .. knowing that they won’t stick around to hear the answer .. so you spare yourself the explanation .. and spare them the extra time they have to spend showing empathy..
So yeah.. that hypocrite smile people refer to nowadays as social intelligence , that I need to wipe off my face.. I need to get my oh so beautiful smile back.. look for it .. and fight , time , the oh so clever enemy who has slipped it away from me.. and fight the world if I have to ..
And that needs a journey to the past.. a journey back in time .. to find out what really happened to my smile.. and not only come back with it.. but also come back with a lifetime supply ..
Wish Me Luck , Strength and sense of humor .. Reemus , A.Z
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We have to fight all the time i think,that is the truth. Fight, the intelligent person is who feels the happinnes while fighting.
Fight my dear , and feel happy every time you gain some points in the war :D :D
I wish luck to you ..
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Wish you the best luck :) and a big smile from the heart :) oh yea, and sense of humor.
wishing u luck ,strength and a sense of humor
wishing u forever lasting happiness and allah's blessings
Thanks Guys .. Am feeling your blesses and wishes already .. keep them coming :)
7elwa awiiiii, 3arfa ana ba7es en aktar wa2t el wa7d beyd7ak feh from his heart "7atta law el de7ka mesh marsoma 3ala weshna" lama ben3ml 7aga nes3d beha 7ad 7atta law mane3rafosh, mograd el sho3or eny sa3edt 7ad yeswa el donia belly feha
i'm not the bastard boss u're talking about, right?
isA mesh ana :D
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